a while...

its been a while since I'ce written. It has not been out of lack of things happening, but more so out not knowing how to put in words what I've been living day by day.

My life is not what it was. It seems every time I start getting used to something, it changes. why is that? I wonder if its all a plan of god for my life. am I not supposed to get comfortable in a place or with people? So when it comes down for me to give my all, I don't. For the fear of knowing that it won't last, that it will change.

But then the thought of not doing anything is even worst.

where is my head? i'll feel better in the morning, i know i will.

ohhhhh....pics of Pricila's bday. Some things I'm glad don't change. To my lifelong friend...happy bday.

what can I say about Pricila? well that aside from being my friend even before I was born (hehe...its true) she's been there for me, without really telling me, but she has been there for me even when i've pushed her away. I tend to do that at times. We've been through many things, and maybe not that many. But its alright. with her I feel as if we don't have to do things to show our friendship to others, we just are. I know for sure that one day when we grown older and grey, our kids will be friends. awww....how pretty. anywho, thank you Lord for friends. Because the good ones, regardless if your life is in the midst of change, you know their there.