Thinking tonight

How is it that a dreams fade away when fear and doubt lingers in your thoughts. Why do I say this?

My heart was set on you. It had decided to love you and only you. And so I ask, what's happening here? Why am I douting, why is it that I don't know where we stand. I don't want to loose you, don't get me wrong. I want to fight for you, I want to go the extra mile. But please tell me, will you be there at the end of this? or will I stand alone at the finish line?

Trust. Faith. I need to trust and have faith during all of this. Because without trust and faith, that's when fear and doubt come into play.

Can I tell you this much, thank you for being in my life. I don't know if I would have gone this path if it wasn't for you. This journey, trust me, is one I'll never forget.