Friend = Family .... hurt.

are we ever too busy for a friend? I'm sorry I must have a completely different mentality of what a true friend is, because I've grown up that way. To me a friend is everything, a friend is family. And when you call yourself my family, when you get tantrums about silly things I do or say because you feel you have the right to because you're my friend, guess what? I accept it, because I too call you friend. I too know that I can have tantrums about you.

so when this friend is in need of you, or hearing you, or just talking to you...and you wait weeks to call back, and just to say "you can call me back when you get this message, i'll be available for the next 20 to 30 minutes" I'm sorry but that's not okay.

what is it that I've done? what the heck have I done?

I surrounded myself with people I called family, because we were going to be there for one another for the rest of our lives. Its sort of like marriage, through sickness and in health, through better or worse. Well friends thank you for giving me a reality check.

I compared others to you, I compared friendships and would rave about how great you were and what you meant to me. Some even got hurt because they didn't feel I allowed them in as much as I did to you. Well this is my payback, I'm left alone. hahahahah, thank you.

are you dead to me, of you're not. but you've hurt me friend and well, that's what family does to. so moving on.